This is the first novel that I had to read for my Japanese Literature class for this term. Uh, sabi nila required reading daw ang Kokoro sa Japanese high schools so widely-read talaga ‘tong novel na ‘to sa Japan.
If asked what’s my initial impression about this novel, it’s like Tuesdays with Morrie gone wrong, hehe (although it’s not fair to compare both books kasi pangit kaya yung Tuesdays…). I mean, it’s about an optimistic young guy who crossed paths with an old, intelligent but cynical man. Sige, I can tolerate the cynicism though, at marami rin naman akong natutunan. Maganda naman yung narration, but somehow the book didn’t really capture my attention. Para pa ngang nanadya eh, kasi since the narrator (he doesn’t have a name here) is a university student, there are a lot of statements made by the old man (sensei) na seem to refer to education and life, and it just so happened that most of them are pretty pessimist in nature. Tulad na lang nito.
O tulad nito:
It is true that everybody begins his university career cherishing great ambitions, like a man who sets out on a long journey; and that, after a year or two, most students suddenly realize the slowness of their progress and, seeing that graduation is not far off, find themselves in a state of disillusionment. (173)
Paano ka naman gaganahan niyang mabuhay? Ha ha ha!
Anyhow, isa lang sa ayaw ko dito sa book na ‘to ay yung narrator mismo. Makulit kasi siya. Ang dami niyang tanong. Parang pilit na pilit yung pagpasok niya sa buhay ni sensei. At nakakairita siya, kasi ayoko ng ganung klaseng tao. Kaya siguro wala, sa halip na makisimpatiya ako sa mga iniisip at mga angas niya sa buhay ay naging detached lang ako.